Baby Leo (:

2010-01-28T00:23:00.003+08:00

Ni na me ai ta, wei she me bu ba ta liu xia... sigh... why am i feeling so down now.. though i wan to be with her but i cant be so selfish... i did all this so that she will feel better and can be able to find a better man than me.. i jus wan her to be happy...

but every nite.. i will always dream about her... i will always think of the times in china.. why. why cant i let it go? nan ren yao na de qi fang de xia.. i did those stuff like last time when i am facing prob and was able to solve. but i cant do it.. i will jus think about it.. i feel like breaking dwn sooner or later.. i... help me.. i know i am weak and not man enough.. but blame who but myself for being so emotional and sentimental.. i jus wan her to be happy and we still can be frens and there won't be any awkwardness btw us... tell me wat to do to remove this awkwardness and to make her happy again. even if i have to suffer the deepest pain. i don mind....

2010-01-09T17:59:00.002+08:00

jus got back from china.. so fast 6 weeks flew past in an blink of an eye.. sigh.. kinda miss the joy over there though.. but have to look forward.. this is the year 2010!!! must look things positively this year.. no more sad things to block my way.. yeah.. after this trip.. gt to noe lots of buddies and some ladies over there.. haha.. and there are some links over here and there like my pri sch fren's gf is also in the group.. kinda fun though.. nxt week might be goin out with them.. gettin me for a make over.. hopefully will be a fun wan..

one good news.

I LOST 5KG!!! woohoo!!

but my body shrink. sian.. have to train back those muscles and be tanned again

jus went back for trainin today and everyone said tat i shrink and bcome very white..

feel as though i am back to year one junior again..

kinda tiring today.. haha

gt to go over to my ah ma hse eat.. byeeeee

no 2010 resolution ba.. cause never really think of it.. but...

when there is something that i really wan, i will go for it.. haha..

may be there is one ba.. but cant say it here.. its a secret.. shh..

2010-01-02T03:08:00.002+08:00

!!HAPPY NEW YEAR!! sorry about the late wishes.. was away ytd in hostel and celebrating by playing big 2. haha.. lose money sia. but in RMB so is okie.

went to 3 li tun to play pool and stuff.. finally can see alittle bit sense of the sg safra where the pool table is like the mt fabar safra. haha.. the place is cool. ocean theme. suits me alot.. haha..

went to do a upper body massage was kinda cool. gt some clothes and went to DAYALI. 2nd best place to sell beijing duck... kinda full as we four ppl ate 7 dishes. then come back..

guess wat.. its

snowing!!!

finally!! after waiting for a month.. is cool.. me and HC bareback and run in the snow. is so freaking cold man.. haha.. this is my first time experience snow.. kinda cool and sense a peacefulness and joy in this weather.. gonna slp soon.

next fri will be flying back le.. WOOHOO!!! finally.. ate so much salt and red meat here.. kinda scared though... yup..

hopefully when we are back in sg.. we rmb each other and the fun we enjoy here for the 6 weeks... sigh..

Gt a feeling i will be forgotten....

2009-12-26T01:11:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Merry Christmas!! being busy for the last few days for some performance for the christmas day celebration in BITC. alot of things happen. some good stuff and some bad stuff which don rally wan to mention.. but these week is quite a joyful one though.

went to hotspring and did massage.. damn shiok.. also went to the KTV with GR, WC, Andrew, HC and allan... tell u man. this KTV is not only cheap, the sound system and stuff are far more better than SG KBOX.

gt alot of lastest eng songs to sing but we sang the old chinese songs. sang till i also lose my voice.. haha..

this christmas is a diff one compare to the previous christmas where i celebrate alone... celebrate at home alone in the room.. sigh... live life to the fullest is the only thing i can do now... also kinda happy cause really enjoy this christmas alot and is far away from home..

2009-12-19T01:07:00.001+08:00

ignoring things around me... ARGH!!!!!

2009-12-13T00:44:00.004+08:00

guess like there goes the end of me.. like shuwen said:"Wah!! kana rejected by gal again ah? haha.." sigh.. wat to do? i am jus tat unlucky in love thingy.. horoscope said all those stuff cannot be trusted... i really dono wat to do.. like a lost chick tat jus come out of the egg when the mother hen is nt around.. sigh... my heart really cannot be fixed le.. being hurt again and again.. jus like the the pic above.. cannot be healed.. sigh.. i fucking hate myself nw.. cause this time round i am the cause of this stupid ending.. i am jus pissed with myself.. when can i stop doing a fucking mistake? why do i always get rejected? this time round is a nice gal but i jus lost this chance.. DAMN IT!!!! ARGH!!! feeling very low nw.. don wanna do anything now.. jus wan to stay into darkness... like those quiet werewolves.. not like jacob team.. jus one individual werewolf which is hate by many....

The Best Damn Thing album by Avril Lavigne

2009-12-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

The Best Damn Thing album by Avril Lavigne

2009-12-12T18:03:00.003+08:00

these two days were facing some ups and dwns man.. saw her tweet and did not noe who she was referring to.. so i jus asked.. but i dono whether i was being ignored or she did not notice.. sigh.. maybe coming to china was a bad choice... sigh..

ytd nite i saw a shooting star in the sky while we were playing bball in the nite.. everyone prayed and wished except for maurice cause he nt saw the shooting star.. he was so sian.. haha.. May my wish really come true man..

today went to silk road"siu shui jie" to shopping.. went to have buffet for lunch.. then went shopping till half hour later i start to feel uncomfortable and start puking from 1 plus to 4 plus.. its the most terrible time i had...

I feel like i am weak.. a weak guy.. train so much and yet i am sick alr in two weeks.. sigh.. suddenly i have the "burden" feeling now like when i was injured during trainin.. sigh.. jus wan to be in a world there is no one to be with, peaceful and quiet and live my life as a hermit..

2009-12-08T23:50:00.008+08:00

Today was one unlucky day.. had a gout relapse which my toe become swollen and pain.. so no choice have to stay in the room.. so more jus nw had stomach flu.. sian.. sigh..

this whole day was doing my proj and surf the net.. saw quotes and pics quite meaningful and interesting..
this are some of the quotes and pics:

Cool uh?:P
no matter how long it takes.. i will still wait..

2009-12-06T22:14:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo!! wassup wassup!! its me yr blogger DJ leo.. haha..:P kinda bit hyped up.. haha...

first week in china has jus past.. starting we are at changi airport saying bye to my family.. and now i am in china.. yup.. starting of the week was quite hype always stay up late.. slowing i am having flu, ulcers and cough.. sian siol...-.-.. always feeling sick and tired..

went to few places tis week: forbidden city, Wang fu jing and Xi dan.. tell u.. is SOLID!!!
Forrbidden city is the first time i been there.. its majestic and big man.. when i saw the palace i was imagining how the past the emperor survice in such cold weather...

Wang fu jing is like "Orchard Road" one of the building is like Paragon all the branded stuff like Armani, Zara, Gucci and etc.. heard tat the price is like singapore so no diff.. haha.. went to ate fried scorpion, fried starfish, cocoon of a moth and smelly toufu.. is so nice man i tell u.. haha.. the scorpion is like ikan bilis.. so guys.. if come china must eat this few man..

lastly Xi dan, is like bugis street... is the best place to bargain so far.. haha.. bought a bag.. from 280 bargain til 100 and a watch from 65 to 20.. is good man.. haha.. gt myself a ali baba bag.. is nice though..

Worst things in China.. the traffic is like bo zheng hu(no government) any how drive wan.. my camera spoilt and the air is like so bad man.. machiam like smoking like tat or worst man.. haha
wan to die sia...

ohya ohya!!! the dist from all the place to sch is long man.. about 1hr trip for cab and 1and a half-2 hrs of bus.. sian sia.. one trip est 70 plus.. somemore not everyone noe where is the sch--||| my sch is in the 5th ring and the place tat we shop is 4th ring.. haha..

will upload the pics soon.. nt nw.. yup..

Few places tat i find it funny: WAHAHA hotel, PRADA fake wan is call PANDA, STAR BUCKS in chinese is called xing ba ke... will update more soon..

AFY: don say i never blog lo.. haha:P too busy liao..

2009-12-06T16:06:00.000+08:00

Your blog is rotttttttttinggggggggggggg! :/ -AFY

2009-12-01T23:00:00.004+08:00

The one i love most...

really hope things go smoothly for the next 5 weeks man...

Love u baby..

2009-12-01T02:13:00.000+08:00

after 6 and half hours we have reach china..in the middle of the nite.. haha.. the moment we gt here.. is cold de lo.. when we talk there is smoke.. solid.. ahaha.. will take some photos and upload..

yup.. jus to msg her in tweet.. and saw her email... feel so happy!!! WOOHOO!!! SOLID BODO!!! haha..yup.. and also here kana block ip.. so find ways to by pass so tat i can blog.. and i done it!!! wohoo!!!.. haha

tml have to wake up very early sian.. but bo bian.. is fyp ma.. but tml will go out and see see look look..

Baby.. this is the first week w/o me.. jus tahan for another 5 weeks and i will be back.. don over work yrself yeah? must have enough rest and don drink so much red bull ah.. haha yup:)

need to slp soon cause tml need to wake up early.. sian-_-||| but at least i am able to blog and chat with her.. hee.

2009-11-30T00:22:00.003+08:00

went for my final training b4 flying.. haha.. the weather is like on and off.. for a while it rains, for awhile it is sunny.. sure confirm sick wan.. haha.. really will miss the trainings man.. doh lahh.. haha..

after tat went to town to shop some stuff for china trip then waited for her til nite and meet up to send her hm.. went to our second secret place.. seriously is really she bu de her.. but i told her no matter wat.. i will stay strong and think tat u will be waiting for me in spore yeah? hee..

jus 6 weeks and i will be back man... jus tahan for while yeah? i will be back soon..:)

few more hours and i will be flying.. kinda miss the things here though cause very long never go overseas alr.. and esp u baby.. i will miss u the most.. hee.. yup..

2009-11-28T21:46:00.005+08:00

two more days i am leaving for china.. yup.. jus went to trainin this morning like normal weekend trainin.. realli miss trainin for one and a half month.. oh well.. have to go there control my diet man.. must nt gain weight... haha..

Guess wat? someone help me changed my blogskin.. feel so touched sia.. so nice of her.. haha.. thanks baby.. love u so much.. haha.. :P

told her this.. nw we must take one step at a time.. who noes.. i might succeed if i jian chi dao di.. haha..yeap..

see see! emo again! than sad sad!
Anyway here to broadcast one thing.
Lonerage will be LEONARD SEOW WEN
YAN! No longer ~~LONERAGE ~~ANYMORE (:~~~~

2009-11-28T00:23:00.000+08:00

this whole day was outside.. went out to bugis to buy the remaining stuff to go china alone.. haha.. so ke lian hor.. haha.. its crowded and raining.. wat an unlucky day but at least i gt my stuff..

went to keppel bay jus nw.. she was there and she told me the things happen this week... realise tat i misunderstand the whole situation and worst thing is tat i added stress to her prob.. my heart sank and went to do some soul searchin for awhile jus now... now i have kan kai le and from now onwards i will jus be there for her when she need me.. sorry baby.. is my fault.. but i will lend u my shoulder whenever u neeed it.. yup.. nw i noe ur weakness u shuld noe wat to do ah.. haha.. jkjk... anyway two more days i leaving sg... realli cant bear the things in sg.. yup.. gtg le.. tml gt sea trainin..

feeling kinda helpless..

2009-11-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

feeling so helpless.. cant do anything to help her.. ended up i am being left alone and dono hw she is doing.. really dono wat to do.. and i am leaving soon.. feel tat myself being kinda useless.. sigh... why isnt any thing i can do to help her.. i nw let her be alone might be a good thing but i dono wat she is doing over at her side and dono when she needs me.. cause i feel like i cant doing anythin to help.. sigh...

I really wanna help....

2009-11-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

jus nw i jus put a sentence in my tweet stating not quite used to quietness something like tat and things happen.. why do i always make ppl misunderstand my tots? sigh.. i dono man.. feel like i cant write any moody to cause any misunderstanding.. ARGH!!!!! i dono who u are refering to but if is me.. sorry.. but i really nt talking bout u.. yeah? i swear tat..

Being alone...

2009-11-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

No one can see the pain that we hide,They’re happy for us to keep it inside,Our fear is our own; they don’t want to know,Why should we involve them; why should it show.
You live your whole life in confusion and fear,The need to feel something unbearably near,Half of you living, Half of you gone,And inside you know what your doing is wrong.
The thing’s that can help, the thing’s that may heal,Are the flame or the blade and the sting of the steel,The destruction of skin means the death of your soul,But there’s nowhere to run when your living alone.

2009-11-25T21:30:00.000+08:00

finally have time to blog.. lots of things have happen.. dono how to start off.. hmm

27th SSR 2009 jus finish last sun. which was my last major race with the bros in nypdb team.. Fengying and her frens came to support me but did not watch any of the events tat i row.. kinda sadded but... thks for coming dwn to support.. haha.. yup.. we made history in nyp and db life... won mountbatten by a split seconds and two powerhouses rp and sp in the semis to enter the grand finals... gt 2nd in IVP and 3rd in Opens... never in our life we won a tertiary medal for 15 years and we change the history now.. WELL DONE GUYS!!! guess i will step dwn and let the juniors rise up and get the gold medal back man... Really will miss those days..

back to sch for my fypj.... first day i had to run here and there cause of my colour hair.. damn.. make me colour it black..anywae.. saw my proj.. fypj enhancement.. i feel like dying man.. i rather do a new one than to take an existing proj and enhance it.. tats my weakness man.. oh well have to tahan..

went to catch a movie with fy ytd.. supposingly we shuld be watching gokusen but it sold out.. no choice but to watch christmas carol.. still ok la the show.. yup..

next week will be flying off to china... sigh.. don feel like goin now.. jus wanna to be with u now and be there for u when u need someone.. freaking hate myself now... sigh... one and a half month wont be seeing each other will be a misery and heartbreaking thing for me... and guess for her too? sigh.. really dono wat to do man.. jus wish tat she could say this few words to me:"wo she bu de ni... dan shi wo hui deng zhe ni hui lai.." sigh.. i really wish so...

2009-11-18T21:45:00.001+08:00

jus this mon went to meet up with john, ronald, zhiliang, tongsheng, greg and keng wei.

went to attend the drawing of the lanes and competitors for SRR.

first time and the last time goin there cause this is my last race i guess..

quite alot of ppl attend and the ppl were asking questions regardin on the day itself.

and here comes the draw lots.

they have this system to do a random draw..it looks cool..

each category are allow to redraw three times

every one is so nervous..

and here are the results.

Mens open(kinda feel sian..)

Team Naga

NYP 'B'

Bukit Panjiang Govt high

NYP 'A'

Seahawk..

Mens IVP

ITE East

SIM

NYP

this is the time we rise and this is where our enemies die!!!

NANYANG LAI AH!!!

2009-11-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

I JUST GOT A BLACKBERRY!!!

WOOHOO!!

Feelin so great now..

someone was jealous of me getting it..

haha.. but she prefer to get other phones..

oh well haha..

2 more days to end of attachment..

3 more days to regatta man..

2009-11-16T12:29:00.000+08:00

SIAN AH!!!!! no internet access in the office..

have to go to the lobby to use..

everyday doing nth but picking up calls.

lucky is going to end in 4 days time..

then i will change a new look of myself.

now break time..

jus eaten and tonite going for the drawing of lots for the SRR..

pray hard we won kana those strong ones in the heats

going to be a tiring day tml..

rowing for the next two mornings.

and will rest till race...

gtg le.. have to continue with the slpy job..

2009-11-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

one week has past.. is time for me to blog again.. being a tiring week for all nyp dragons as we are training non stop for the last one week...

early morning row, afternoon study or attachments and at night we gym again..

all these are not jus for nth..

is for the future tat we must change and fight for..

We are going to make history and the start for nyp dragons!!

HOOYAH!!

Was sick for the whole week.. never speak much words due to 5 ulcers on the tongue.

broke my previous record..

it was a silent week for me..

was suffering and struggling for this whole week.

feeling so down and was under dilemma..

but after venting all my frustrations on the gym..

i found out tat i was so immature..

i have finally woke up..

i am not going to let anything affect me so bad and take me dwn so easily.

i am goin to be tough..

LONERAGE is BACK!!!

6 more days to regatta!!

5 more days to end of attachment!! WOOHOO!!

Met her on fri to chat..

Was feeling very great.

though was a short while..wo yi jin xing man yi zhu le..

going to meet her this thurs and she will be supporting me on sat.

going to row it hard for her man..

SA!! NYP ALL OUT!!!

2009-11-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

never blog for few days.. feeling more downs than up for this few days..

was mentally and physically down...

imagine u have 5 ulcers on yr tongue and u cant speak a word plus u have a fever.. cool uh? tell u man.it is the worse day of my life...

so far..ahha..but keeping quiet also can be peaceful somehow..

as for mentally...

never see her for quite some time le..

dono when i will be able to see her man...sigh..

jus now went to run to vent out my frustration and pain..

ran to the secret place where u brought me there..

that place is call the lovers' area..

as for me, is call the lonerage area..yeah..

haha..whenever i feel down, i will run there and sit down there.. feel the breeze and throw away all the misery and pain..

jus now went to try..i feel bit better la..

may be in future i might be goin there often..who noes.. haha..

gtg now..tml will be one tiring day for me.. 10 more days to race man.. and also attachment...

hopefully i am able to see u ba

2009-11-06T21:26:00.000+08:00

Finally i am back to bloggin.. dono how to start off after never blog for so long..

currently being thru a life with ups and downs like a roller coaster..

as for now?

i would think is half dwn half up..

for up, being training crazy everyday and row like nobody.. shuld we say we have turn into robots.

once the switch is on, it will be all out and no energy left.. once off, is really no strength to do any thing

aim for this finally race Regatta..

and also celebrate bdae in trainin and work as usual but i appreciate it..

as for dwn...

sigh...

i really dono...

cry tgt in a peaceful place in the nite..

happy goin out tgt...

it ended in jus a short term..

tot tat it last long..

but.. i was wrong..

things always don go my way..

BUT!!!

I have decided..

I am going to fight for it if i really wan it..

sick and tired of being a nice guy...

no more mr guy..

JUST LONERAGE!!!

Nothin is impossible...

2009-07-13T04:16:00.000+08:00

i am goin crazy cause of database!!!! ARGH!!!! someone save me frm this agony pls!!! feel so frustrated doin all this.. like wan to pull off all my hair.. sigh.. and somemore nw is earli in the morning 4.17am.. sigh.. still gt 6-7 hours b4 lessons start.. plus haven study for later test!!! i am goin gila soon man... can tell tat i am nt those IT type of student.. ppl always say i still have to endure if i wan good grades.. start to feel bit pissed when ppl say this to me... sigh.. wat to do.. have to gt back to the stupid citect coding to deal with the database..

Peace out:P

2009-06-25T00:25:00.000+08:00

jus gt back frm watchin transformers 2 with my teammates... one word to describe the show.. DAMN!!! the show is damn cool to catch.. but i will place 3-4 stars/ 5 stars to this show.. glen say the show abit cartoon type.. for me, is tat the show is showin abit from here and abit frm there.. haha.. other than tat its awesome and funny.. is worth to watch.. guess wat.. next no sch!!! woohoo!!! cause of h1n1, the sch had to close and we had to do elearnin.. tats fine wit me.. but the worst is tat for ne, i miss one excusion i had to write 3000 word essay on the place.. is like wth la.. argh... but luckily the deadline is on week 14... phew.. have to rush it out.. if nt i will be dead.. gtg nw..

peace out:P

2009-06-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

sian to max man!!! argh... i fail my BM!!! retake next wed.. sian siol!!! nvm.. now focusing on my race this weekend.. we must make history and bring glory to the sch man... lai nypeee!!!! haha.. yup.. everyday train like dog til we somehow like robots.. jus press the on button and we will train like siao.. haha.. now very dark coz everyday row.. yes!!! haha.. hopeful our hard work will bring us a fruitful results for this race.. hoo ya... tml goin out with teammates for movie.. watchin transformers 2.. after for so long i finally can catch a movie.. hahah...

peace out:P

2009-06-12T21:10:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!! i am so sway and sian to the max!!! argh!!! two things gone bad this week.. first, my networking test, i had so many careless mistakes til even the vlan part i didnt notice... damn!!! tml have to wake up so earli to go to seletar to train.. which means i will nt have enough slp.. sian 1/2.. oh well.. bo bian.. have to tahan.. next time have to go so far.. dono whether shuld i say i am sway or lucky.. sigh...

peace out:p

2009-06-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

SIAN SIAN SIAN!!!! every week TEST TEST TEST, PROJ PROJ PROJ.. soon i will go crazy sia.. some more still lack of sleep.. pwer la.. like tat i will become panda.. haha... yawn.. jus gt back frm sea training and lifesaving lesson... guess wat? i passed my lifesaving level 1-3.. wooohoo!!! now taking BM(Bronze medallion).. now studying for tml ITIL test.. damn sian.. my fren alr start to bcome crazy le.. haha.. gt pissed of with the tests.. haha.. sian.. tml another one full day.. i goin to die soon man.. ARGH!!!! on the bright side, i still gt trainin to slim myself down, and after one whole day of tiring things, i have my comfortable bed... cosy and cooling.. damn shiok.. gtg le.. hopefully can survive thru this sem..

Peace out:p

2009-03-27T20:52:00.000+08:00

so fast is alr 27 march liao.. still gt less than one month to sch start.. sian... tml is my first race of the year.. hope don rain.. haha.. yup.. being trainin like some mad dog though.. but i think worth it.. haha.. aniwae.. tonite have to rest earli.. tml have to be in bedok at 8.. so have to pump red bull and 100 plus.. nyp DB special remedy.. haha.. gtg now

Peace out:P

2009-03-17T11:15:00.000+08:00

woo hoo!!! i gt back my results!! can say nt bad la.. but did nt hit my target.. almost can sia.. jus bcos my rad gt c and my networkin gt b+.. sigh.. aniwae.. i did improve haha.. yup.. ytd i was so stress up until i wait for the results to come out until 4am.. haha.. i gt a terrible news... MY ORANGE SLIPPERS BROKE!!!! sian sian sian.. tats the one of the rare colours tat can buy frm num.. sian sia.. bo bian.. i bought a yellow to replace it.. oh well.. R.I.P. my orange Slippers.. sigh.. having a terrible flu now.. hopefull will recover soon.. haha.. gtg le.. ciaos
Peace out:P

2009-03-13T00:34:00.000+08:00

WOOHOOO!!!! ITS 13 THE FRI!!! MY FAV DAY!!! WOOSH!!!

haha...
Peace out:P

2009-03-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

todae is dono whether it is a good day or a bad day for me.. todae was my physical test.. sigh.. there were three parts, bench press, must do 1.5 times our weight, pull up, and 2.4km run.. i will say the bad part first.. my bench press i can onli do 0. 8 times my weight.. and i do the worst wan among the team... my pull up i can onli do 7when i can normally do 10.. sigh.. i feel damn sad la.. my strength dropping so much... nw the gd part.. we ran the 2.4km... i clocked 9min 50sec.. i not onli broke my record, which was 10 min 13 sec, i finally able to hit less than 10 mins, which i cant do it whn i was in sec sch.. ya.. so i dono shuld i be happy or not.. some more next month coach wan us to do 1.2 times our weight for bench press.. sian sian sian.. ya.. goin slp le.. tml have to go work out..
Peace out:P

2009-03-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

today rainin heavily.. the weather so cold that i don need to on the air con.. so cosy.. haha.. so never went out today.. so clear my room.. now much cleaner and nt so messy.. haha.. yup.. now enjoying my fav fruit.. mango!!! haha. yup.. tml demon trainin.. need to rest more...
peace outP

2009-03-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

taking bus to phuture

cheese..

yeah man..

kelv like some boss sia..

those who was there to party!!!

forfeit do pushup for losing five ten... lol:P

volka with lime and redbull...

Is being quite some time i never blog.. haha.. trainin as usual.. decided to take up life saving course.. which the coach is LiQi, hui ping's fren and also nus DB pacer.. OMG la.. she is so sporty.. realli admire her sia.. and she is cute.. oops!!:x... hhaha.. wed jus went clubbing with some of my seniors in PHUTURE... was cool... everyone enjoy tat nite.. esp zac... grind with dwayne and kiss him.. oops!!! haha.. aniwae we went home at 4am.. until the place close.. may be we will be goin again after MR500 ba.. ahha.. race is coming soon. hopefully all went well.. haha.. yup.. tats all ba.. haha.. gtg play my new comp game.. called 2k9.. is damn cool.. the graphics are so real.. haha.. byeee...

peace out:P

2009-02-27T01:27:00.001+08:00

is being quite some time since i blog yeah?.. jus finish my exams and stuff.. burn the last midnight oil for exams.. 17 march will gt results le.. hope it will go well.. hmm.. guess wat, ytd i dream of being the same team with my idol carmelo anthony and also become best teammates and frens.. cool isnt it? haha... yup.. this holi will be my so called last holi.. will be almost two months.. cool man!!! haha.. yup...
peace out:P

2009-02-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

i browse thru one of my frens blog and this song realli touched me alot.. is called 会呼吸的痛 by Liang Jing Ru.. this song realli understand how i feel now.. is so heartbreaking and yt nth can be done.. sigh... why am i so love sick.. argh!!!! nice song, Yang Ling.. i almost broke into tears.. sian.. ytd went out to ton with my classmate to study.. damn tiring man.. sigh.. gt to go back study le.. sigh..
Peace out:P

FRI e 13, becoming to be one...

2009-02-13T18:44:00.000+08:00

WEREWOLVES
how i wish i can be like them... be diff from other ppl ard me.. havin sharp tooth.. once turned into werewolf. one can no longer burdened by human worries. they can be can be both good and bad, gentle and fierce, kind and cruel.. is so awesome.. can turn against ppl who hate u.. and run away from all the worries and stay lonely for life..i wish wish..

guess wat today is FRI E 13.. woohoo!! is my fav day... to many ppl fri the 13 is an bad omen.. but to me.. i like it the most.. i dono why too..

Peace out:P

2009-02-13T18:36:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!!!! SIAN SIAN SIAN.. nxt week exam liao i still haven start and somemore having holi mood.. can someone slap me and gt me out of this mood... AH!!!!!!!

peace out:P

2009-02-09T21:52:00.001+08:00

rotting the whole day at home today.. haven start to revise for exams yt.. dono where to start also.. argh.. i am so sian.. sian sian sian... yawnz.. seems like i am not those type can stay at home wan.. stay too long i feel damn restless sia..
peace out:P

Song: Stand by me

2009-02-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

i find it quite cute about this video.. esp the starting part where the frogs singgin the bass.. haha.. enjoy the video:P

peace out:P

2009-02-08T22:31:00.000+08:00

another soso day for me i think.. after fours of under the sun.. gt back home to rest.. yl ask me out.. catch a movie and stuff.. the movie was underworld.. it is a great show man.. worth watchin.. but it is m18 show.. so too bad to all underage ppl.. haha:P.. well one week have pass.. one more week b4 my exams.. have to buck up and revise le.. yup yyup..
peace out:P

2009-02-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

didnt feel as though a day have jus pass.. was a tiring day for me today.. went for trainin and was under the sun for 4 hrs long.. damn shag... dono how was i ever able to endure man.. haa.. went back hm and rest.. didnt realli chat today with her.. she might be busy ba.. haha.. yup.. well.. tats all for today.. tml will be another tiring day for me.. haha
peace out:P

2009-02-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK!!! lol.. finally have time to blog.. phew.. haha.. damn tiring after this sem tight schedule.. tests, proj, trainin, chingay.. and also met a new fren.. amanda!! haha.. she is a makeup artist in chingay.. guess wat? she is sweet and attractive.. haha.. hardly can see such gal nowadays.. haha... gt to slp now.. tml sea trainin... haha.. adios..

peace out:P

2008-12-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

seems like my last hope for love is gone.. guess this name lonerage will last with me for very long.. i realli dono why.. i try to be there to help her so much and slowly have feelings for her, but yt i cant win her heart.. slowly i guess i no longer be in her heart when she needs help.. is this fate or because the wrong thin i done to her in the past tat cause her to have a trauma? sigh.. i realli dono.. among all the rejections so far this is the most hurting one even though i haven ask her.. cause she is alr attached.. sigh.. i repect her decision then.. i wish her with my blessing.. may she be happy with this guy and never gt hurt again.. as for me, jus be the emo kid tat i used to be then.. lonely and hiding things to myself. i feel no love, no joy, no happy in me animore.. i am hollow.... tot off telling her my feelings when i meet her soon but... things will go back to normal.. i will lead my lonely life while she lead her loving couple life... tats my life... onli be there when i am needed.. sigh..

Emo rulez..

2008-10-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

i feelso irritated now.. dono wat to say.. love is so freaking complicated and yt so many fall into this booty trap.. no wonder love is so blind.. i wanted to be in a love "trap"and yt i cant...is it bcause like wat the survey taken says. 57% of the ladies don like men who are nice? startin i don believe.. but after bein thru almost the first quarter of my life.. i start to think is a lttle true.. i dono why.. some lady come to me tellin me their love life prob..so wat i can solve it.. i myself also a failure in love.. if not all my past r/s would have last.. sigh.. some day i may break dwn and cry.. some ppl may think i am desperate for gf but the thing is tat i myself used to have a very loving r/history.. so loving tat until now i realli cant let it go.. cause when i try to let it go.. i start to cry.. realli.. cannot take it animore

2008-10-10T02:00:00.000+08:00

SIAN!!!! at sch for camp stuff.. sun go home sure damn chui.. sigh.. 4 days no computer... sure die!! gg to slp soon.. Argh!!!

2008-10-07T10:14:00.000+08:00

i ytd saw my timetable schedule.. Damn!!! everyday sch start late end also late.. thurs gt nite class.. clash with trainin..damn irritating.. worst thing is the manager goin to teach our class and there is NO OFF DAY!!! we owe the lecturers somthin is it? must make our timetable from bad to worse... F*** it man... damn pissed off.. dono why the sch hire thee type of teachers who are so petty..

2008-10-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

I AM SO BOREDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha.. rot the whole.. but at least gt go gym for self trainin.. this week will be on last week b4 entering into sleepless nites and tons of projects and tests haha.. OOPS!! enjoy the hell out of urselves guys:P i becoming more and more geek

simple guy wants a simple life

2008-09-20T05:12:00.000+08:00

After for so long, i finally blog.. but this time, i jus wan to cry out my pain within me.. sigh.. i was being told that i do not appreciate my frens.. my heart realli hurts when i heard this not because this words came out from a normal fren.. but this words came out from a fren that is close and noe me well... since young i am those who jian yi qi.. even quarrel with my family over frens... and some times no matter how tired i am, once frens call me i will sure to be there.. in poly i tot everythin will be the same as ever.. ended up i was the chi qi tong...onli they can disturb me i cannot disturb them.. for every to tease, for everyone to bully, for everyone to make fun or even insult my parents.... how about me!!! i endure so many insult and stuff, why cant they? i jus wan a normal and happy life.. and not every day being angry of ppl who kept bully me and i have to endure.. starting i tot jus forgive and forget.. but i cant.. i jus feeling sick and tired of this life style.. i jus wan to have a peaceful study life.. i never expect that i am named as a guy who don appreciate frens.. i don blame tat person cause it is coming out from that person's heart.. i am jus blaming myself for being sure an idiot.. i realli don wat to do and wat to say.. jus wan to cry it out loud and go crazy.. everything will be tat simple.. not in a good mood to slp.. kpt crying the whole nite and thinkin about the words tat has being told to me.. dono whether shld i cry or shld i be angry with myself.. my life becoming more and more f k'ed up..

2008-08-30T02:40:00.000+08:00

jus went running from my hse to zj hse and did some workout.... phew.. quite some time nver run on my own other than trainin in sch.. after exercising, i have tot thru.. sorry for being so angry to say tat i kana dua for three times.. i shuld understand and shuld not anihow vent my anger.. sorry.. i apologise here to u.. sorry... hope u don mind with wat i said in the previous post.. jus tat i feel so cheated.. ya..

another unlucky week

2008-08-29T13:15:00.001+08:00

sigh.. kana "dua" three times this week.. dono should i say i unlucky or wat.... aiya.. watever la.. dono and don care.. si bei du lan.. no mood to talk about it.. argh!!! damn..

burden to the team

2008-07-05T00:32:00.000+08:00

thurs after my check up for my arm.. i was thinking about something tat is hanging on to me in mind for so many years.. am i a burden to the team? after ytd trainin.. i had conclude tat.... i am... i did not expected i let the team dwn and cause them to lose because of me.. sigh... i noe some of them might be angry with me.. i am ok with tat..cause if they dwn.. i will.. in sec sch, injure most of my body.. i tot after joining poly dragonboat i will be fine... but my worst nightmare has come.. injuries had occur more and more now.. i m jus a weakling.. tat always injure here and there... in the team, some find me extra and kay po.. wat can i do? i am born to be like tat.. i cant change anithing in my life... i did not noe tat this stupid mistake would have cause some of them to totally lose trust in me.. i realli dono wat to say and wat to do.. i jus feel like digging a hole and hide forever.. i feel so guilty for being such a big burden to the teams which i join, no matter it is bball or DB.. i am jus a failure.. i jus cant do things rite... guys i am realli sorry.... ytd i broke into tears.. i realli dono who to seek help to.. i realli need help.. if not i will go nuts over this prob in my life...

2008-07-02T10:01:00.000+08:00

sian.. now having se presentation sia.. dono how will the outcome be.. haha. honestly, i now kinda slack.. ppl all so nervous i am there viewing new lappie.. siao wan rite? my teammates kip saying they are chio bu to make them less stress ba.. i think.. ok la.. goin to be my turn "soon".. cause gr team gt more than 20+ slides when the proj specs say not more than 15 slides.. haha.. song bo.. after today, i am free from SE proj. haha.. sigh.. pei wen and shu wen say they cute and pretty.. vomits* haha..

aniwae.. gt nth to say le.. blog again soon..

2008-07-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

my shoulder is recovering slowly.. but is still a bit pain when i was swimming today.. i finally noe how to dive le.. yea!!! haha.. tml have software engineering presentation... very nervous sia.. hope tml there will not be ani problem.. haha.. jus hope tat gr won come and disturb us.. haha.. tml must complete the object oriented programming proj.. jia you!! then i can focus on my other projs.. esp iadp!!! haha

screwed up..

2008-06-29T22:48:00.000+08:00

this weekend was a shitty weekend for me and my team.. as usual, we lost. i really dono wat to say.. why cant we be like ngee ann, republic, singapore and temasek? why cant the team jus cant go realli all out as in realli wan to ping and go all out? why everytime race there must be ppl kip talking the same thing over and over again and sometimes kip changing the process? why cant we jus stay quiet, go for the race, after each set listen to patrick and go back sch do some aar? i realli cant take it.. today i saw ngee ann guys cried after they lost in the men opens.. thats is what i call a true team... and not a team who after losing kip saying who do wat thing wrong who do tat thing wrong.. whats the point? do we gain anithin? the worst part is tat go back sch no one realli do an aar seesion so tat everyone can voice out.. sigh.. i dono wat to say and i don wan to say.. later someone in the team say i kay po..

2008-06-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

Is being almost a week after i dislocated my shoulder.. sigh.. realli hope tat before this week race i will recover fast and gt back my strength.. train so long and so hard jus for this race..i realli don wan my hard work go down the drain.. aniwae.. sch started le..here comes all the tight schedules.. sian.,.haha.. i jus gt back my software engineering common test.. i got an A!!! haha.. i was so glad man.. i burn my slp awy jus to study all my tests... hope i will maintain gpa 3.0and above for this sem.. cause this sem is quite a tough sem for every one of us.. yup.. here are some of the photos i took durin the holi..

Muar retreat:P

Combined Cell Outing ~

Sports fiesta:)

2008-06-19T12:11:00.000+08:00

yes!!!! i finally finish my WAD proj.. phew.. tat makes me burn my slp ytd for doing tat even with the help of cason... haha.. aniwae... still have more proj still yt to be completed... one down, 4 more to go.. jia you jia you jia you!!! to me and ppl out there who have upcoming tests and projs...

2008-06-16T16:58:00.000+08:00

千年之恋

I jus happen to browse through the net and found this song.. i find this song realli knows how i feel and realli make me wanna cry out my feelings.. enjoy the song..

千年之恋 - 戴爱玲 and 信乐团

This is the song lyrics

谁在悬崖沏一壶茶温热前世的牵挂而我在调整千年的时差爱恨全喝下岁月在岩石上敲打我又留长了头发耐心等待海岸线的变化大雨就要下风狠狠的刮谁在害怕海风一直眷恋着沙你却错过我的年华错过我新长的枝丫和我的白发蝴蝶依旧狂恋着花错过我转世的脸颊你还爱我吗我等你一句话一生行走望断天崖最远不过是晚霞而你今生又在哪户人家欲语泪先下沙滩上消失的浪花让我慢慢想起家曾经许下的永远又在哪总是放不下啊轮回的记忆在风化我将它牢牢记下

2008-06-12T11:14:00.000+08:00

after some thoughts.. i finally decided to blog again.. haha.. during this holiday i had alot of fun.. went for the church muar retreat.. it is very one of the most enjoyable camp i had so far.. the place look very kampong-like.. but it is quite coolin over there and it is so peaceful.. haha.. i realli feel "enlightened" when i was encountering with the Lord.. Praise the Lord.. we even took a video of a skit which we performed... i was so surprised tat ah pa uploaded it in youtube.. i feel so embarassed sia.. haha.. come back from muar, i decided to plan my things properly so that i won be so busy and be able to spent more time with God.. yup..ytd jus went for our combined cell outing at ECP.. realli had lots of fun.. we end the day attending the church wide prayer meeting.. yup.... gtg now.. need to do proj le.. bye...

2008-06-05T04:54:00.000+08:00

being busy for months.. sigh.. damn stress.. dono wat to do man.. guess i will end my blog here.. precious memories are all rite here..

2008-01-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

hurray!!! today i have made a miracle.. today nyp have an open hse. our sch organised a record breaking of doing more than 80k push up.. in the end, we did 147 k push up!!! praise the lord!!! a MP and vincent ng came to do the last 20 sec of pumpin to end the push up event.. wow.. the ambience is so high.. haha.. i tot i do 100 i will die.. but the LORD bless me with strength.. i did 700 pushups!!! amen!! haha.. my cca dragonboat did the most no of pushup amount all ccas of about 27k push up.. we gt lots of prizes.. in exchange for my 700 push up, i gt a shirt, a badge, two caps,a bottle, a pen, a mediacorp umbrella, body soap, $10 voucher for pasta mania.. aha.. as for the team award, each of us gt two free tickets to ani of the shows tat u wan to watch.. haha.. after tat we still have trainin.. cause the coach says," this afternoon we have trained the upper body, now we wil train the lower body.. lets do some sprinting on the wet hockey pitch!!! everyone die after tat.. haha.. and now i am back with my whole body aching.. hha tml gt C# test.. must study now.. bye..

nyp push up event 2008

prizes tat have being earned after hard work

lots of prizes.. so tempting.. aha

2008-01-07T16:49:00.000+08:00

happy new year!!! haha.. its a brand new year and is being quite some time since i last blog. haha..well as usual busy though.. aniwae.. last year was one fine year.. i celebrate christmas at lewis house. eat steamboat,bbq and last of all turkey and went out to eat logcake the second nite!! haha.. being quite some time since i ate a logcake. yup..i took part in the church 100km prayer walk.. i took the nite path with ah pa,alvin and julee.. we did enjoy the nite cause there was no rain!! praise the lord!! haha.. but one thing was tat the ambience was quiet cause everyone was tired except for julee.. she was so hyper the whole nite.. i was shoced by her the other side of her.. is exactly like yeechin..oops!!! haha.. aniwae.. the rest of them join to wal the last 11 km and we made it in time!! haha.. the nite thing was the countdown party at expo.. everyone was having fun and jumping on their feets.. the environment was very high.. after the countdown, we went to ah pa's house to stay.. everyone was sleeping exp for me,bobby,jeff,cheryl and victor.. haha.. we were talking all nite..

guess wat? within one nite we broe 4 chairs and the most serious one was bobby's. he jus turn round the next moment he was on the floor.. haha.. now bac to studies.. the moment i walk back into the sch.. i sighed.. proj proj proj, hw,hw,hw.. haha. aniwae.. i believe tat by week 15, everything will be done.. haha.. and all my stress will go away.. haha... although there are still alittle conflicts in the class, i hope tat everything will be solve cause in this world, nothin is unsolved. nothin is impossible.. lol...

now talk bout my cca.. a new coach have join into our team. he body is so muscular tat all his veins pop out even when he is talking to us.. lol.. the first impression of him was tat he was strict.. but it ended not the way we tot.. he was quite nice. his training become tougher and tougher.. and this how we are going to grow strong.. he changed our rowing teachnique. even though we are not used to it,we find the boat is lighter and we are feeling the glide.. i am sure we will gt a cookie back.. HOOYA!!!

AT OMEGA 2(2 days b4 christmas)

lol.. bobby's eyes are so small..

me and bryan.. lol.. i look so red..

lol..yee chin loo so nerd

ah pa and me..

we are so blur (as in the pic)

LEWIS HOUSE.....

so much food.. makes me drool.

our great chef: lewis!!!

someone took me when i was slpin-_-

our wonderful logcake

100 KM WALK...

warming up before the walk

me and alvin doesnt look like ballerinas, more like monkies..lol

last 11km b4 our final destination.. Expo!!

YES!!! EXPO AT LAST!!!

COUNTDOWN PARTY...

check out our latest earrings

bobby,daryl,me brotherhood...

bobby, jeff, me and daryl.. smile:P

me and niece waiyin

me and ah pa(at ah pa hse)

cheryl's hair so emo.. haha

2007-12-24T08:57:00.000+08:00

yo.. haha.. have being busy with the lasy one whole week.. tuesday went to sch to do proj and at nite was my training.. my training become more tough cause we are doing more than wat we do for our normal gym.. wed my body was aching man.. haha.. thurs went out with my clique to gt some presents. half way went to meet up with leonard to go to the salvation army for the youth camp..tat nite God really touched my heart tat he not onli care for us, he also have a plan in each and everyone of our life..Amen!!! i broke down and cry.. yup.. fri was my land training again.. wedid some pool rowing to gt ready for the nxt day rowing at kallang..

sat and sun was one of my most tired trainings.. first day we row 10km. from sheers bridge to pontoon to and fro non stop.. and the last part was to row the triangle, which is to row from pontoon to extension bridge to sheers bridge and back to pontoon.. my backside was aching.. haha.. on sun it wasnt quite bad.. we jus row from pontoon to sheers bridge.. haha.. but still my backside is still so pain.. haha

ytd i attend the christmas service. it was great.. we all gt tgt to celebrate jesus bdae!!.. woohoo.. haha.. after service we had cell meeting the a briefing on next week's 100k walk.. everyone of us are in part of this prayer walk..i will be walkin at nite with ahpa, alvin, jayren. haha.. and i am the youngest there.. after the gathering, we took some pics.. hee.. seems like now my blog looks more like essay than normal blog. hahaa..

2007-12-14T11:56:00.000+08:00

sigh.. after wat gr send the msg, everyone noes tat some one leaving the class le.. sigh.. some of them had a diff impression of me le.. sigh.. wat can i do? isnt it be no diff if i change class? no one will cares except for some of them.. sigh.. i dono wat shld i do.. for instance, miss tan told me since i have decided then ok lo.. then the other instance she told gr to persuade me not to change.. i dono wat is happening around me man.. why cant i jus do this my way and also in a peaceful manner? sigh.. i realli need help in tis..

2007-12-11T21:49:00.000+08:00

regatta 2007

smile:p

HOO YAH!!

Standard chartered run

runners for 10km

yeah!!

me and sun nu(yu ping)in raphsody

me and yee chin in pastor's wedding
i look so dao sia.. haha..

hi.. is being so long since i last blog... have being very busy.. haha.. erm.. where shld i start.. oh ya.. since our regatta race.. sigh.. we did not win anithin. we also lose johnson... everyone was sad bout it..now our trainin is separated with the gals and our trainin now focus more on strength.. which we always do gym every trainin..i am sure tat tis time we will sure win somethin back to prove to the management.. HOOYA!! i also went for the standard chartered run. i ran for the 10 km..its being so long since i last run such long dist.. and my timing was around 1 hour.. haha.. quite ok la.. nxt year i will run 42 km.. haha.. lets talk bout lessons. it was quite ok la.. still can able to cope but there are lots of projs and homework.. hate it when the lecturer did not give the exact into.. especially mr sum.. make us go round and round and now we are so confused.. nvm.. but i am sure we will find a way.. cause there is a sayin which says: when there's a will, there is a way.. i drop my jap language cuse i cld not realli cop with tat language.. cause the teacher's demand is too high compare to the other jap teachers.. so yup.. but next year ihave to take two elective which is marketing and accounting..haha.. this sem is quite peaceful la.. cause our class ppl are doing their own stuff.. yup.. i think after lots of thinking, i have decided to change class... cause i had enough of the nonsense.. cause i have already reach my limit le.. i jus wan a peaceful life in poly in order to study... yup.. oh ya..in the lecture grp..i gt to noe new frens.. especially Jacqueline !!! a fine and sweet gal, two years older than me and most of all, she is quite easy going and frenly. cause in one day we chat with each other as if like we noe each other for months and years.. haha.. cool huh? haha.. jac.. see? as promice i wrote bout u.. haha.. i am so good rite? haha.. oh ya.. last week my class had a skit performance for the old folks. during the rehearsals there were lots of conflicts and stuff.. i almost broke down.. but finally it is over!!! haha.. oh ya.. last sat was pastor adrian's wedding..praise the lord!! haha.. yup.. i write till here.. will update more in the next blog ba.. haha..

2007-10-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

lol.. is been so long since i blog le.. being busy with mi DB trainin.. lol.. today mi clique went out to celebrate mi bdae, which is on mon.. but they celebrate it earlier.. we went to watch balls of fury... it was so funny.. especially when the guy's opponent was a little gal when so many ppl was so afraid of her..lol... and there was a gal name maggie Q in the show.. she was hot.. so hot until lewis crazy over her.. lol.. they bought mi a NUM shirt in the shop.. thks guys!!! we went to paragon to eat sushi tei.. we eneded upin the vip room..lol.. so shiok sia.. tats for todae.. nth for this few days..being busy with cca and studies..

2007-10-05T11:31:00.000+08:00

finally bloogin again.. after so long.. being busy with mi dragonboat and hanging out with mi clique.. talk about mi clique first.. being going out with them.. now five of us have psp.. lol... went to have steamboat last fri.. was quite ok la.. but the ppl there very attitude.. sigh.. cannot tahan sia.. thn went out with them tis few days.. everyday go home 1-2 somthin.. haha.. now talk about mi cca.. startin the trainin was kinda tough cause is being so long i gt back for exercising.. but slowly i become use to it.. gt to noe most of the guys.. startin there was a lot of dispute among them but slowly we united as one..i was happy bout tat.. next week having water sports camp.. canoot wait to see tat day come..cause gtto see one of mi classmates, gary..hahah..

2007-09-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

jus got back frm sch.. todae was mi first day in this cca, dragon boat.. the ppl there kinda fenly say hi and self intro.. was so scared tat no one will talk tomi ended up lots of ppl chat with mi.. the training was tough.. but they encourage mi alot.. i was so glad.. jus gt back mi results.. damn sad sia.. gt 2.32.. sigh.. some i did quite well while some i did quite badly.. sigh.. sian.. have to pioritise this main things... which is studies, church, mi clique and dragon boat..and no more other things.. have to strive for the best..

2007-09-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

i jus cannot figure out.. why can't mi parents always touch mi things w/o mi permission.. jus ecause they are mi parents doesnt mean tat they can take mi things w/o asking... i feel no sense of privacy.. feel so pissed off now..

2007-09-04T21:02:00.000+08:00

is being so long since i blog again.. haha... last fri was teachers'day celebratin..went back to sec sch with mi clique.. we kinda miss those days in the sch man.. haha.. after tat we went to party world to sing.. i took some pictures of ppl slpin.. haha.. today went to jb with winson, zj, jh, matthew, zj sis and his mom.. went there to shop shop shop.. haha.. went to kenny rogers to eat.. i tell u.. tat place was the worst place to eat man.. the mash potato put curry on it, the spegetthi taste like mee siam.. and the worst was the pie.. the top taste like expired mash potato.. wat hell la... i almost vomited.... then bought some stuff...jb even sell smaller tube of Gatsby moving rubber.. is so cute.. went to buy ps2 controller cause spoil.. at the custom, i was being stopped and kana asked lots of questions cause i did not declare mi ps2 controller..wth... tat was mi unlucky day man... never kana tis thin b4 lo.. haha.. here are some pictures i took nowadays

mao mao is slping.. haha.. sexy pose..

5o cents thinkin of his sexy babes

the worst food i ever taste..

small version of Gatsby moving rubber.. so cute..

2007-08-30T13:51:00.000+08:00

sigh so bored.. tis is the third day of the c# special class.. being sick for af ew days.. ytd after i reach home.. i go straight to bed and slp until todae.. did not notice tat i did not eat my dinner.. lol.. yup.. i had chalet from mon to ytd.. tis was one of the worst one.. have to go sch in the middle of mi chalet.. sian sia. finally todae is the last day.. finally!!!! aniwae.. today is yandao lewis bdae.. happy bdae bro.. haha later meetin them..

2007-08-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

sigh.. today was our first exam paper..which was c maths.. as u see mi expression on the first word u can see tat i did not do well.. haha.. although i spent almost 8-9 hours studying in schyet we did not do well.. cause tis time round the exams was kinda diff and we did not expect some of the questions to come out when the teacher did not even teach.. haha.. aniwae.. over is over.. jus have to see mi results.. one down, one more paper to go, which is BIS(business information technology).. kinda tough module. have to start studyin liao.. must buck up.. hahah..ppl say poly life very relaxing... but once u go into polylife.. u will noe wat stress is about.. haha

2007-08-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

jus gt back from sch.. went study the whole day.. sigh.. my leg suddenly start to pain for no reason.. sigh.. wat is wrong with mi leg man? can't i have less worries for mi leg? i realli cannot takeit animore.. how i wish i could chop of mi tis weak leg and gt a stronger wan.. now i put mi leg straight it begins to pain.. i realli wish i can replace a stronger leg...

2007-08-20T00:44:00.000+08:00

sat went to watch fire works with mi clique at marina square.. is so crowded man.. very hard to work.. but it is worth it..cause the fireworks performance was spectacular..every wan was enjoyin the fireworks.. ppl frm the hotel alllook out to view the thingy.. after tat we went to near by place to eat. not onli the meal was nice, the price is even nice.. it cost us 98 dollarsand tat meal was our supper onli.. haha.. ytd went for service.. ytd was the best worship i had since i come back.. cause the songs in the worship bring back lots of memories tat i had when i first step in and join fcbc.. tears roll down mi cheeks.. yup.. Praise the Lord!!!

Fireworks in marina square

wonderful fireworks

The most significant night

The finale

2007-08-18T13:56:00.000+08:00

why can't i have peace at home? why do they have to quarrel with mi for no reason.. had enough.. is being so tough to be in the middle.. ah ma always tell mi tat dad earn money for us.. why don i jus go work and don study even better so tat i will feel so threatened.. sigh.. reali dono how to solve tis matter.. i feelin so crazy now..

2007-08-18T00:07:00.000+08:00

another borin day today.. ytd went to sentosa with gary cason and sean.. we were so unlucky. when we gt there it rain.. bo bian.. went to watch rush hour 3 and after the movie, we go in to sentosa to lie on the beach.. ahha.. they burid mi in the sand and do some disgustin things..wth.. haha.. aniwae did not realli enjoy much ytd... tis morning went back to sec sch for trainin.. no choice, have to train back mi leg and slim down.. or else is very tough for mi to do anithin when i am fat.. and three more years i am goin to ns le..so have to train harder.. aniwae tml goin with gary cason and sean to go find jobs.. hope we could gt the suitable job that we want.. :p

2007-08-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

I decided to change mi blog website.. cause i find the previous so plain and nothin can be done to make it more facinating. haha.. tml goin back to sch for remedial for mi fav module which is c maths!! yes.. haha.. but tml so earli sia.. sian..haha..